Jealousy

Have you ever been jealous of a family member? Well, I have. On multiple occasions. More recently though, I looked at my cousin's FB profile (who I unfriended a while ago) to see that she's gotten herself quite the stage. She really wants to get into journalism, so she has a kind of column at her university's paper. (Her university is a well-known one and is all paid for her by her dad.) She also blogs about good restaurants and the like in and around her home city, and places she travels too. (She traveled, travels, and will travel a lot because, again, of her father.)

Are you getting the picture here? I'm jealous because she got to do things in her life that I have yet to experience; I don't have cash to throw around! I probably won't be able to travel for a while; I won't eat at different cafes and restaurants because I don't want to pay a certain amount of money just to be disappointed; I don't know what to do with my life; and I certainly don't like strangers peeking into my world!...Even though this blog is seeming to do that...Maybe I'm becoming more open? Hah, I doubt that, doesn't seem like a lot of you know about this blog, and I'm not sure how I feel about that yet.

Anyway, this is kind of like a rant, and I don't have anything else to say.